went to a break dance battle last night. they had some pretty talented breakers. and some really pretty ones...mmmm! the only thing is, it really bothered me that there was only one female. she wasn't very good, but i had to give her props for just being there. makes me wanna start breaking again...haha, that'd be a sight. there was also this kid there who looked like he was ten, but claimed he was thirteen. he was good, but so cocky! needs to be smacked around by his mama or something. i mean, he gets to travel with his crew, stay out late at night, and gets too much attention for his own good.


"ok, i guess i was bitter, but for a good reason...dont you think?.......well, i guess im keeping you from you great cool busy life where you have to make time to respond only when your old friend has become withdrawn and embittered...dont worry, ill be ok."

erm...oops? sometimes i just don't know how to gauge friendships. like in this case, i really didn't think we're that great of friends. i mean, i really like him, etc; but "old friend"? ok. i guess i'm guilty of what i was yelling at shirlee for, caring too much about what people think. in this case, everything was going well until, for no reason at all, i got it into my head that i was showing too much interest. i guess i didn't want to scare him or something, so i stopped calling him that often. turns out, apparently we were on the same level. i'm really working on not caring. i guess it's easier to hurt than to be hurt.