saw whale rider yesterday. was a decent movie, though somewhat predictable. pretty scenery, and whales! it was interesting to see how the plight of the natives in new zealand parallels exactly the plight of natives here. and probably, what natvies all over the world are going through. pretty damn depressing, but what's there to do about it?

saw jen, didn't really talk much though.

i'm spinning out of control. too many things, people, places that i want. i've been trying to grab onto something just to have a foothold somewhere, but i'm slipping through the cracks. nothing's responding.