sorry bout that post. (though i'm not quite sure to whom i'm apologizing...and why) just needed an outburst. i have no idea of what i'm doing. suffice to say i am very confused. actually, that doesn't suffice. what i mean is, many of the things i will be doing next week could either be completely wrong or...not so bad. it all depends on how you look at it, i guess. "wrong" is such a relative term, it's all relative. sometimes i wish things could be just black and white, but what a boring world that would be! right now though, there are just too many shades of grey.

for now, though, i think i'll live by the motto on my new shirt - "hear no evil, speak no evil, see no evil; have no fun."