why can't i just have both? or at least the best of both worlds...

i went to the circus the other day. it wasn't quite as exciting as i had hoped. no gypsies, no fleas, no mice...though there were a lot of russians in spandex. pink, nonetheless.

also went to vancouver for 17 hours. a lotta chinks there; so many that chinese is almost the second language. beautiful city, got mountains and sea. i want a hut someday on a mountain that overlooks the sea.

i'm no longer a teenager! don't quite know how i feel about that. except tired. finally got a moment to sit down and breathe and i'm about to fall asleep.