i must be crazy. or stupid; or both.

i just joined the uw gymnastics club. whatever made me think i can still do gymnastics? much less compete?!?! oh, and not to mention how the hell am i sposed to squeeze back into a leotard? i'm crazy!! oh man it'll be an adventure...

"gazing out the window while rinsing the morning dishes, she chased her thoughts in circles, until they escaped throught the screen and onto the mulberry tree. From a distance they actually made sense."

messsy is my life right now. the love life is on the brink of disaster. the academic life has already jumped that cliff. work life...sucks. and my body's broken.

oh well.

went to maryland this weekend and had all sorts of revelations; maybe too many for me to handle right now. miss that state. i'm an east coast girl at heart, can't take any more of the midwest! hopefully i'll go to med school on the coast...

i am a bad person.

Good ol' Alexandria...
finally got this picture publisher to work.

classes start today. this can't be happening! it's gotta be a bad dream.

i wonder how it would feel to be content with your life. to go through each day without having a giant rock of guilt in the pit of your stomach weighing you down, a little voice in the back of your head sounding a constant alarm...


walked down the street yesterday and was very depressed. everybody looks the same! why does everybody shop at the same place, wear the same clothes?