Friday, May 30, 2003

take everything you hold sacred
watch it burst into flame
spit on the ashes
there's no phoenix this time
no resurrection, no saving grace
no moon to soften the blackest night
blah blah blahblah blah blah blah
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blahblah blah blah . blah.
all the could woulda shouldas
are now didn't couldn't wouldn'ts
you've sunken into the well of despair
and all the regret in the world won't pull you out
you're stuck clawing at the wet dirt
pulling and sliding, a never-ending effort in despair

you'll have fresh dirt underneath your fingernails for all of eternity

Friday, May 16, 2003

at night she returns to the playground of her youth
the empty crunch of her lonely footsteps on gravel
in the barren yard echoes of laughing children
the plastic slide she slid down until she reached her plastic adolescence

a creak from the swingset
and she remembers how it felt to be catapulted into the sky

a ghost on the swings
or just the wind?

Saturday, May 10, 2003

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Monday, May 05, 2003

currently listening to: Dashboard Confessional "The Swiss Army Romance"

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Personality test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv


haha. looks like i have problems :)